holy SHIT at rx's new song..

bring our children home or everything is nothing

So tell me:
..how long do you think you can go before you lose it all?
Before they call you bluff and watch you fall?
I don't know, but I'd like to think I had control
At some point, but I let it go and lost my soul
Sit tight, but the revolution's years away
I'm losing faith and I'm running low on things to say
So, I guess I have no choice but to regurgitate
The tired anthem of a loser and a hypocrite
Oh! To have died that night, I realized it wouldn't last
Our days were numbered and the reaper tipped the hourglass
The final mayday of our sinking ship had come and passed
Oh! To the west, you don't know what it is you're running from
And everybody's laughing loud
Your last chance to make your mother and your father proud..

so i had this sick dream last night where fireballs were raining from the sky and blowing shit up and i was dodging them all around. i found sanctuary in the ocean.

then i woke up to this: http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/as_koreas_nuclear

sigh... i'm so over all this. when are people going to wake up??

(i know you're up there)

Switchball

"and i will not be afraid to love i will not be afraid to lose what i once deprived myself of." this has gotten (quite) intoxicating and im not yet blind where did she go? from the cracks in a social map teeming with so many colors - the ink still runs there you are, your mouth has speedy legs (all the better to lose me with) your life is spared by an alibi ive thrown my caution to the sky once again and there's happiness for all who fall yet build it up, once again this lighthouse for all - to see themselves on and we're off it's been feeling like a long long while (good things come to those who wait) but i don't mind waiting for love, just smile the trees grow plenty and it has nearly every season so blanket in the light, try out what we find inside what will she call to say? i already know something she needs and i've run out of had you come down would there be an us? some things i just dont care to know ive thrown my caution to the sky once again and there's happiness for all who fall yet build it up, once again this lighthouse for all to see themselves on

bring on the weekend

deadbeat daughter

"run.
from familiar arms.
into their embrace.

you are the one who fell from grace-
fell from grace for them, is there a reason why??"

i'm over it now.. still, not a day goes by..