the little voice in your chest

'People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.'
-Jim Morrison.

humm

I've been digging sargenthouse's newest signee, Adebisi Shank. Oh and this band Anamanaguchi is good too.

This game I've been working on the past 6 months finally released to the public today. It's kinda weird, I'm actually proud. Walked a little straighter today. A lot of people like it, I'm stoked. Hopefully the future brings more clangs of crystal and smiling faces. Haven't been out for what seems like a lifetime. Kind of over this hermit phase, idk. I feel I know myself pretty well now, and I need to get out there and learn more about other people and places. My lease is up in March. Still debating whether to stay here or pack up and leave. This happens every year. Some people I wish I could take with me.