One thing I hate about my job is how everyone walks around like they have something to prove... I know it's because we're all contract employees and we're all vying for a permanent spot, but it's beginning to change me (and they really don't stand a chance anyway omgz is this public?). It sucks. So I guess I'm just trying to keep from getting like everyone here..
I would never chill outside of work with any of the bosses here. Well maybe just one, mine. hah
Getting a sick ass droid today. Getting a sick ass auto loan tomorrow (hopefuly). Sun is shining.
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Friday, September 24, 2010
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Freedom
Being single is simply what's up. It's a shame people feel the need to drag someone else down, and be dragged down themselves. Because they're hearts aren't full or whatever, I don't know. I fill my own, with a little help from my friends. Not until there's nothing that can drag me down, will I throw myself into that shit again. It feels so nice to meet someone cool (and hot) without having that voice in the back of your head. Keeping them around, however, is where the skill lies... imo.
That being said, I can't wait to get my life started again. It's been a long, uphill road, but the crest is finally in walking distance. I've been taking the bus for past few months and I really don't mind. It actually fits me, I think. For example, I spent the day with my friends, but I was kinda quiet the whole time, I didn't want to goto the club (which they thought was the weirdest thing in the whole world). I've never been so interrogated in my life. Like what the fuck is wrong with me, RIGHT? So funny (I know it's just because they want me to be there, but I really can't understand why... especially when I said a thousand times I don't wanna go, 'snot like I'm some VIP or some shit). Back on topic, they dropped me off at the trolley station on the way there, and I felt a weight lift off my shoulders, like, I got my self back. I think it sucks that I don't have the same interests as my friends, but it's nice to know they'll always be there. Gives me the freedom to do my own thing.
Sweet, sweet, freedom :)
That being said, I can't wait to get my life started again. It's been a long, uphill road, but the crest is finally in walking distance. I've been taking the bus for past few months and I really don't mind. It actually fits me, I think. For example, I spent the day with my friends, but I was kinda quiet the whole time, I didn't want to goto the club (which they thought was the weirdest thing in the whole world). I've never been so interrogated in my life. Like what the fuck is wrong with me, RIGHT? So funny (I know it's just because they want me to be there, but I really can't understand why... especially when I said a thousand times I don't wanna go, 'snot like I'm some VIP or some shit). Back on topic, they dropped me off at the trolley station on the way there, and I felt a weight lift off my shoulders, like, I got my self back. I think it sucks that I don't have the same interests as my friends, but it's nice to know they'll always be there. Gives me the freedom to do my own thing.
Sweet, sweet, freedom :)
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