i dont buy it - the biggest hypocrite is i

so i'm just spending the day sideways on the couch, healing. and i was just thinking about how maybe, the internet with all its social networking capabilities is really just hampering our communication skills. With twitter, myspace, facebook, even blogs like these - it gives someone an oppurtunity to be fake like a new media to plaster their lives up for the world to see.. like that's all the internet is for.. it's so fucking sad.

it seems like the people who i revere as socially gifted, don't even waste their time trying explain how things are shitty, good, whatever - especially on the internet... it really doesn't matter!.... i mean, really, if something sucks, why would you want to share it? or if something really good happened, whats this need for putting it on blast? the need for self-confirmation? if you like what you're doing, do it, and like it. i'm sorry if i give you my point of view on all your "success" but wasn't that what you were looking for in the first place? or are you just one of those that always need attention?

i feel a little less fragile and a little more human now that my mind is learning this all over again, and i am consciously noticing it. <-hhahaha see what i did there?

anyways, life's moving forward yaddayadda. these are just my thoughts on the crutch we call the internet. whatever you need, it's here, just waiting for some dishonest fingers to press some buttons.