A New Beginning

Ok. Is it wrong to like being alone? Because it feels wrong. Maybe I won't always be like this... A question:

Have you ever gone through major changes in your life, and noticed yourself drifting further away from everyone you once knew, and felt resentment for yourself because of this? I wish I wasn't so hard on myself sometimes.

I hope they don't think I'm stupid and weird for wanting to slow down after 5 straight years of just not giving a fuck. This isn't easy. These people aren't used to this. I hope I don't look back on my life when I'm dying and feel regretful about this... I just want to grow up.

I always knew I'd be the one to leave, I just never wanted to. I still don't. I wish I didn't feel this way... they're just having fun...

I hope they know I don't hate them.

2009... a new beginning.