'till the morning

I feel like I've been granted a fresh start. I feel like I can totally focus on myself, and others at the same time. Could've just been the perfect shower I had this morning though, haha. The water turned on at the perfect temperature, and I was out and ready to go in 15 minutes. Wow, listen to me. Much more open today. The hard part's trying to make it last...

I still don't know how to feel about her. I'm happy yet sad for her at the same time. I wish I could just be neutral.

One day at a time...